Yeah. It's definitely a hard line to walk, and I respect any avenue you take on it, because it's such an individual thing. (The filk community's one I've never been part of (I mean, not to know people), but the fact it's been/was such a strong part of your sf-con-experience would definitely... complicate things.)

(I haven't made any final decisions myself. And hell, any decision I make in the next week is also not a final-this-is-it decision for the rest of Time, anyway.)